Today, I did as much as I could to become an active participant in my diagnosis. I became apart of the lymphoma support network, started a profile on the Be the Match.org community, signed up to be a Lymphoma Research Support Advocate, and made contact with my coordinator for my transplant. I also learned that could potentially have an option to do a cord blood transplant. It is nice to know that have options, and the battle is still being fought both in my and with my transplant team. I will continue to ask questions and try to stay as informed as I possibly can about the road ahead. I may not know what to expect in my personal journey, but I can at least be as prepared as possible. Lord, thank you for my sound mind and body. I ask that you continue to bless me so that I can be a blessing to others through my experiences. Thank you for LIFE. Know that I cherish it and I want to LIVE. I know that I may have a hard time and this is normal, but I just want the chance to see this through to the other side. Thank you for my job, my friends, my family, my support, the love and understanding that I have for others. Thank you for revealing to me everything that I need to see. I ask that you please help me to find a balance between doing too much and not doing enough. Help me to remember that I am more than enough. I love you Lord. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.