Last thought of the night if not forever. Can you worry someone is gonnna move on after your gone? Is it your job to make sure they are okay?I love my baby more than anything other than my girls and yet Im left with  guilt of leaving too soon,We just found each other again,How do I fing say goodbye if I have to?

Last thought of the night if not forever. Can you worry someone is gonnna move on after your gone? Is it your job to make sure they are okay?I love my baby more than anything other than my girls and yet Im left with  guilt of leaving too soon,We just found each other again,How do I fing say goodbye if I have to?

Ever get the feeling that you are left in the dark? Not always about health but in personal aspects. Are you truelly loved by the person who swears they are in your corner or are they just blowing smoke like everyone else. If you asked them 100 to walk away from everything could they?My own insecurities creap up just about the time I get sick again.I know its back.I cant fake it.Ive known for a while.Where the hell do we go from here?

Ever get the feeling that you are left in the dark? Not always about health but in personal aspects. Are you truelly loved by the person who swears they are in your corner or are they just blowing smoke like everyone else. If you asked them 100 to walk away from everything could they?My own insecurities creap up just about the time I get sick again.I know its back.I cant fake it.Ive known for a while.Where the hell do we go from here?